sigh, maybe you havent found someone whom you really trust
yet...
but actually I oso never cry in front of my close frens one...I wun
let anyone see me when I am crying, usually I will just lock myself
up in the bathroom or I will cry when I am showering...
so no one, except my ai ai has seen me crying...
and even when my parents abused me last time back home, I will
always tried to hold my tears back...
and
then ran to the bathroom to cry after they are done...